She Posed For A Photograph
She posed for a photograph
in an intricately embroidered
full length haiqing dress
her water sleeves restrained
movement withheld
an elegant flower-tan's breadth
imagining time, fabricating scenes
time traveled two thousand years
to well-groomed Pear Garden
the birth place of plays
Eating with bowl and chopsticks
she sat, one knee bent
before the family's small
round dark marble table
her sitting posture resembled
a Guan Yin
a Bodhisattva
a mundane meditation
on moon's refection
in water
My mother
I knew her before I was born
from rescued photo albums
yellow stained, timeworn
photographs
yet, memories of her later days
were not so glamorous
a chill washes over, as I remember
her crystalline, slightly out of tune
Cantonese operatic voice
Reclining on bed
dozing off by a small tv set
her snores, I couldn't ignore
genuine compositions
trumpet french horn and oboe
bassoon and saxophone
all night long
lying beside her, I finally collapsed
into lucid dreaming
half awake and half asleep
She sat playing Mahjong
sometimes day and night
she favored fatty roast pork
ate durian straight from the ice-box
naughty as her grand daughter
she craved cold and sweet
ice cream cone and comfy shoes
both I brought her for a treat
first her belly to satisfy
then her swollen feet to fit
She called months after I'd left
a voice breathless, yet with joy
"I exercise I exercise,
I walk beside the lake for half a mile"
"your health must be improving" I said
instead, her yearning for life made me cry
she could see me in memory
sunshine girl holding a little umbrella
sitting crossed leg with a timid smile
little darling my love I miss you
across vast sky and deep ocean
six thousand five hundred thirty miles
Published on May 28, 2018
in an intricately embroidered
full length haiqing dress
her water sleeves restrained
movement withheld
an elegant flower-tan's breadth
imagining time, fabricating scenes
time traveled two thousand years
to well-groomed Pear Garden
the birth place of plays
Eating with bowl and chopsticks
she sat, one knee bent
before the family's small
round dark marble table
her sitting posture resembled
a Guan Yin
a Bodhisattva
a mundane meditation
on moon's refection
in water
My mother
I knew her before I was born
from rescued photo albums
yellow stained, timeworn
photographs
yet, memories of her later days
were not so glamorous
a chill washes over, as I remember
her crystalline, slightly out of tune
Cantonese operatic voice
Reclining on bed
dozing off by a small tv set
her snores, I couldn't ignore
genuine compositions
trumpet french horn and oboe
bassoon and saxophone
all night long
lying beside her, I finally collapsed
into lucid dreaming
half awake and half asleep
She sat playing Mahjong
sometimes day and night
she favored fatty roast pork
ate durian straight from the ice-box
naughty as her grand daughter
she craved cold and sweet
ice cream cone and comfy shoes
both I brought her for a treat
first her belly to satisfy
then her swollen feet to fit
She called months after I'd left
a voice breathless, yet with joy
"I exercise I exercise,
I walk beside the lake for half a mile"
"your health must be improving" I said
instead, her yearning for life made me cry
she could see me in memory
sunshine girl holding a little umbrella
sitting crossed leg with a timid smile
little darling my love I miss you
across vast sky and deep ocean
six thousand five hundred thirty miles
Published on May 28, 2018